Friday, July 30, 2010

On Building my Dream Home


This is a home in Wales that a guy built in three months for next to nothing.  Check it out here.  It's a reciprocal framed roof on a timber frame with straw walls rendered with lime and a turf roof.  I will build a house like this.  I just have to find the land and convince Sara that a compost toilet is the wave of the future.  Crapping in a bag of sawdust here I come.

Off Sabbatical

I've been on sabbatical.  There's much to talk about.  I've not found Wendell in my absence.  I've been depressed and hopeful both in the same breath.  I've had slugs and weeds, sink holes and plumbing nightmares, tornados, floods and hail storms.  I've questioned community, dug holes, wandered in the wilderness and watched my boys grow tan and wild.  I've eaten from the garden, watched it wither in parts and bloom in others.  What the hell has been the question of the summer.  Who knew finding Wendell would be such a damned load of work.  Where to begin?

Sunday, July 25, 2010

The 4th Sabbath of July

Failing and Flying
by Jack Gilbert

Everyone forgets that Icarus also flew.
It's the same when love comes to an end,
or the marriage fails and people say
they knew it was a mistake, that everybody
said it would never work. That she was
old enough to know better. But anything
worth doing is worth doing badly.
Like being there by that summer ocean
on the other side of the island while
love was fading out of her, the stars
burning so extravagantly those nights that
anyone could tell you they would never last.
Every morning she was asleep in my bed
like a visitation, the gentleness in her
like antelope standing in the dawn mist.
Each afternoon I watched her coming back
through the hot stony field after swimming,
the sea light behind her and the huge sky
on the other side of that. Listened to her
while we ate lunch. How can they say
the marriage failed? Like the people who
came back from Provence (when it was Provence)
and said it was pretty but the food was greasy.
I believe Icarus was not failing as he fell,
but just coming to the end of his triumph.